life is s0 weird..
full 0f mysteries...
itx like u s0metimes can't say what u think t0 s0me0ne cl0se t0 y0u..
u c0uld speak ur mind when ur wib s0me0ne u dun n0e veri well..

full 0f saddness....
th0usand sw0rds peircin thr0ugh ur heart when s0me0ne hurts ya..
even if itx just a w0rd..
he w0uld send all the bees t0 sting ur heart...
living the scars behind...
the pain that c0uld n0t be f0rg0tten

full 0f anxiety..
i'm s0 afraid that it w0uld happen...
h0w am i t0 survive..
w0uld i just end my life..
w0uld it be painful..
where w0uld i g0 after that..
what if i say s0rry..
even th0ugh itx n0t my fault..
i will never say s0rry..
itx the hardest thing t0 d0..

but full 0f happiness...
laughin fr0m y0ur heart...
when u n0e s0me0ne cares..(=

weird...why can't it be onli happiness and only happiness


t0 qy and gerald:: hen xie xie ni men...