blah! never bought anything today....onli spend ALOT on food i think today...and money on fare card...vball shoes also cannot find..)=...haish...go thomson coz sin yee say got...so vic aline and me go...sin yee never go....DEN WE LOOK LIKE HELL ALSO CANNOT FIND...QI SI WO LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!den go back to ang mo kio go top up my card den saw mei fang n her group of frens...den we go orchard...ALSO see mei fang...x.x...lolx.....den after go shop at heeren saw geraldine frm mcs de.....den aline saw her fwen..dunno wad mark veri suay wan...lol..x=....den go to far east plaza den saw MR ONG in his car...so suay.....den after walk walk walk den say HONG WEN and his family den hong wen xia dao..den we all laughing at him....den walk walk walk den saw MELISSA and DESIREE den melissa cut her hair...i still like her old hairstyle..look nicer....x=den walk to far east....come in den got one guy talk talk talk den promote wad card thingy....den waste his saliva coz we not interested...den walk around far east den jian cheng told aline say tt far east got place sell shoes wan....den we look like dunno wad also cannot find....so errr SHITTY!.....den walk walk walk take neoprint den blah blah den we tot tt jian cheng go to the far east shopping centre buy...coz itx different frm far east plaza....so we WALK dere...den cannot find..onli find those golf thingy...the shop dere so eriee scary....X.X....den walk back to far east plaza coz jian cheng say itx at far east plaza...den walk back lorx....den see the whole place also dun hav....haiyo....den we walk around lorx...den saw geraldine again...wib dunno a guy or a gal larh....dey like stead liddat lorx....budden look like girl....den so haiyo......dunno wad...i think she remember me...budden i like fake fake like nver see her..x=den we walk until tired i think den rest at some place..den saw YVONNE ONG!..lolx...den hello hello to her den go lerx.....den aline say tt june and su mei and jian cheng at queensway buy shoes den go dere lorx.....den we on the way at city hall den jian cheng say dey going to city hall see the shoes...x.x....so pek chek...den go to alot of shops den one of the shops sell alot of shoes den the shop so small den we like squeeze here squeeze dere...lol...so tt the shoe wun drop...budden got shoes attack su mei...lol...so funny....den walk walk to some dunnno wad place den veri tired den we go home lerx...den tml i might go fer countdown and go out wib victoria to buy shoes....q=.....actually wanted to put my new year resolutions up de....budden today write too much lerx...so i put it on first jan....when i change my template...x=...

yesterday got vball training...quite nice...coz dun hab mr ong..budden we still train larhx....onli never jog as much rounds..x=...instead we RAN RAN RAN 2 rounds....x=...den played frenly match wib c gals and kia boon dey all....won the c gals lose to kia boon dey all....think tts all.....den come home lorx....den dad help me take out the cd frm the vcd player in the rm..x=....i also dunno why my cd stuck dere....lol...it juz disappeared the next day....den the vcd player cannot work lorx....tiz vcd player likes to eat things budden dun like to digest it....x=.....later gonna go out wib aline vic and sinyee to see vball shoes....x.x

feeling a bit gloomy tiz few days..blahx...btw yesterday the bedsheets tt are sunning under the sun disappeared at first tot iz tt auntie who had stolen..coz she steal our clothes ALOT of times....budden...lolx...later my maid found the bedsheets at the motorcycle dere...the wind to strong den blew it away lorx...gotta get sian the whole day..tml still got vball...)=....sommore on the first day of sch got VBALL...isn't tt grrreatt!....q=...x.x....

had training today....not fun at all de....btw zhan yuan scared me today again....x.x....

gonna change tiz template soon...coz i getting sick of itx...

today went to vic house....den her dog wahh realli beri cute lehx....although iz black one...itx beri frendly!...BERI BERI BERI CUTE....dey adopt the doggie....named::girl girl...lol...cute lehx....den vic told us (sinyee and me) tt she keep on disturbing her dog..lol....so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee.....den later we go to pizza hut budden dun have the buffet...so we end up in mos....den go buy things lorx...at amk central lahx....vic buy string den we actually wan go library make frenshipband wan budden never open...so we end up at kfc den chat chat chat den go shop a bit more den go home lerx....

wah lau eh~ juz now kena xia dao by xinni's email...the same email tt wilson gave me....xia si wo...budden tt time iz at night...now...itx morning....so hai hao...i never cry like tt time...=.=...bbudden i did screamed....den my sister come down and ask waddd happened....
btw!....MERRY CHRISTMAS...yesterday went to escape meet xinni de net fren and PLAY~...budden her netfren veri bad lahx....say wadd iz the strap on her shoulder =.=...den later he go play wib it...den sommore kiss her....=.=...i dun realli like his attitude..=.=....den we play things lor...den later i went to jamie house for party....den ab out 2 am come home...den i chat wib all of my fwens dere lorx....btw zhan yuan leaving amkss leerx...go ta didi de sch.....xinmin!...lol....den maybe jamie coming amkss lahx....budden not confirmed....bud it iz a high percentage tt she can transferr in....*cross fingers*...x=...
den i so tired..today almost cannot wake up...lol...coz yesterday whole day go out....9.30 am wake up den about 2.30 sleep...sommore the day bfore i sleep late!....yeah!...at last i buy all my books....REAlli glad tt history books iz tt thin...and some of it we had already cover in sec2!...lol....budden now learn more about the details ba...!...haish...after today...tml have got training ler....

go to sch today....fer gina orientation...blahx.....try to make sushi..budden the rice come out like dunno wad...=.=....haishhhh.....

gawd dammit....jeffery living wib us...my so called step bro lahx...tts why tiz morning i head jiggly bark so loud tt i cannot sleep..I HATE...
den juz now make sushi...i make like can eat one lah...den my sister make hor..like dunno wad shit lehx....=.=.....den i onli eat one piece.....=.=
tts all buaix...

today go out wib aline and sarah...firstly go visit sarah's NEWWW house....i like her rm alot lehx...so purplish...the way to her house was damn long lehx....frm the busstop to her house....my bus stop to my house iz onli less den 1/2 the distance...=.=...gawd...SHO LONG!!!...after we left her house about 12 plus lor..and we hav to WALKKK again...!!...so hot sommore....we went to bugis shop shop and sarah bought ALOT of things i guess....rich gal marhx...she buy for her church fwens....den later shop finish go to queensway to see vball shoes...budden at that time sarah had to go for her rehearsal so me and aline RAN ABOUT IN THE RAIN....to queensway...den got a few ppl walk pass us say tt we juz bathe...we walk the whole place and onli found ONE ONE ONE ONE shop tt sells mizuno VBALL SHOEs....quite PaTheTIC...den me and aline go orchard coz she wanna seee pure milk clothes lorx...den walk and walk and walk..in the end never buy....den i a bit pek chek coz beri squeezy..too mani ppl...it was about 7 plus....den walk walk walk den go home norx....den on the way aline told me tt jian cheng somewhere near us den suddenly he appear lor...FINISH.....=.=....
juz now smsed victoria pei me go to eat pizzahut...x=...dens she told me tt her BRO got a dog.....gonna go see itx...q=
btw..i SpEND alot alot alot of money today...)=

lol...juz now chat wib aline den she ask me why i look at michelle and look at her yesterday....at first i fergot....budden later i remember!...MICHELLE FARTED...BERI LOUD sommore....sommore her butt facing me...luckily got a few metre de distance....lol...or i stink the whole training....=b

yeahh...after reading aline de blog i den remember wad mr ong did to us.....bcoz we never pick the ball or never ALERT the other vball members about the ball when dey spike...den he pek chek....THROW THE WHOLE BASKET OF THE BALL!!!!! den we go pick norx....den we come back he say if we put inside the basket he will still throw...den he gib us 18 seconds to get back all the ball...den bfore tt when he say he will still throw the ball me and aline go put the ball at one side...den aline accidentally throw into the DUSTBIN....lol...den in the end she have to take it out....den we did not have to run the whole outdoor court for the vballs.....yeah...about ants....coz we put our bags on the floor...den got ant crawling in it...den my bag INSIDE got alot of ants..darn...my bag also not veri sweet wad...budden so yucky...den aline dunno wad happen maybe because of the ANts she started to feel itchy all over...den she was scratching the whole training and when she went home...lol...tts all ba...

ps::: desiree good lor..miss so mani training.....den sommore next friday den training...=.=

today game wib shu qun was quite okayx....btw dey r merging..wib hong kah...=.=....we didn't have to luck today...sho...we lost.....budden all iz veri close...about 5 points...budden after tt we had training....we r also not suppose to watch the match of the b boys against shu qun...=.=.....coz tiz friday no training lor...so today train quite late....den mr ong like a bit pek chek already...maybe because he could not stand our b gals complain ba...quite scary lahx...if he liddat to me alone i would break out and cry....btw...today played most of the game....quite okay lahx....and the shu qun no. 5 realli look like michelle dens michelle also no.5...x=...lol...budden she more prettier ba.....lol...today training was beri tough....i have to spike and spike and spike....AND RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN.....darn...so tired...luckily i eat alot....got alot of ENERGY!....think tts all ba....btw i think mr ong come his period ba!..x=.....he today a bit siao siao...

juz now mom called me den i was watching vcd....den i have tis urge to tell her i dun wan aunt dey all stay here....budden dun think she understand me...haish....dunno why i cry also...I HATE HATE HATE MY AUNTSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!dey r so shitty....so beggar like...so YUCKY so ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!.......

....aFraidtTiwOuldbReakoUtsOmeday....

haish today also never play much in vball against anderson.....aiyerrr....so sian...budden we won lahx....nth much happened....btw my rubber band missing ler..haish...MY AUNT LARH! tt time i saw her wearing it....den i tot she would return!!!!!!! bUD SHE NEVER!!!!!!!!!!! darn....i hate my aunt...i dun like dem stay wib me wasting all the electricity bills and such....YUCKS...

//\mE lIFe sUx lOts lOts/\\

i could hear the music at last...and i cannot play gunbound coz com got prob...starting to miss my sis lehx..she so long not home....now she at church camp dens few days bfore she at tt BITCH BITCH house lah...i not vulgar k....itx tt she iz i dunno iz my step mom anot..bud i dun care...she iz a stupid PIIII GUUUU...darn...i am so angry now.....today dad ask me go malaysia to some place like fantasy island in singapore(now sg dun hab lerx..)....of course dun wan lah....stupid..i still haven get over the fact tt ah mah dey all lie to me.....darn!.....i dun wan go dere see my step sis or bro....darn!....i see i wan to vomit....of course mommy dun wan me go also lah....i muz stand on my mother's side....i muz tell tiz to my sis...gonna scold her when she come back....!!!!!!!!....update my webby a bit...not much...if have time or i dun wish to play gb den i may do it....
btw chee an cannot come to my sch....coz no place...=(..think jamie also....nvm gina will come....sureofitx...

*i lovee my musicc*

today never play wib bukit view....so quite sian lahx...dens play wib c bois go in den come out again coz never play well..=x...at first play wib bukit view keep on smiling wadd....den mr ong see me smile still say like still dere smiling den scold scold scold....a bit siao wan lehx....last training say i never smile now i smile den scold scold scold like SHIT!....idiot lahx...next training i will not smile...I WILL NOT SMILE!!!!!EVEN IF WE WIN!!!!!!!!!! blahx...quite good lah...monster replace me...x.x...dun hab so much pressure...we on winning stike today....

one thing!....tt stupid junjie hor...i dun mind him coming wib us hor....he still like so big liddat dun wan me go....he so pi gu wan..is actually outing wib onli we fwens he so XTRA!!!! today is so a sickening day...darn!...i am now talking to someone tt is soooo siannnnnn......hate tiz life...x.x

*noT hEre aNymoRe*
))ceeplookinathimmrwe((

yesterday go out wib xinni and ying....at first got junjie wan..budden he did not come...dun think he wans me go either....fine...he sux.....quite lame also dun come say dun come lahx...still say wad dun remember....he so sucky....=.=.....nvm....we went to watch elf and eat the buffet...wah lau...eat until like dunno wad.....eat about 22 plates of sushi...o.O....not including desserts....x.x....dens watch elf...so nice....funny and a bit bit touching...dens cry lor...at first i tot noone noe i cried...den xinying noe lor...quite pai sehx lah....x.x...o yeah...yesterday i go to j8 tt time fergot bring coin becoz my ezlink no money..dens when i board the bus dens i noe.....lucky uncle say never mind...x.x....sia suay lehx....
jjsuxbigtime...

||hOpe uR hEre tOdAy||

the day bfore i knocked into my tv while i try to on my aircon manually....and now...deres a biggggg bigggg blue black...=.=

+[[kNeEdiNg yA]]+

today training sux....not feeling well....dunno lahx....haish....buaix....

...=where are u now=...

i hate being lied to now i noe why ppl says tt dey realli hate liars....much worst iz tt my own family members lied to me....i juz wanna noe where my sis is and dey dun tell me....dun think dey trust me much.....*kRieS*.....i hate dem......

xinni juz broke wib melvin dens junjie wan a patch....

actually go vic chalet wan...budden i think dey dun wan me and aline to go...maybe dey dun like us ba....haish....so sian again...x.x.....hmmm.....btw mr ong treating us drink on tiz friday.....i think tts all bah....buaix....

+= itx juz doesn't feel right =+

tml iz mr ong birthday dens we today celebrate for him....at first he cancelled the training coz he had something on....budden we say we beri enthu wanna go dens we frm 3 pm wait until 5pm lehx...wah lau...lol..budden quite fun lahx...seniors all go bully ms ng and mr ong lol...beri funny....btw mr ong already 31 liao le lehx...lol.....den we got take some photos lorx....dens we wanted him to act cute den we take...lol...funn...

i think ah mah dey all bluffing me dun think gina iz staying dere...dens sommore she off her hp....idiot lahx~~~~~~~~

yeahh...juz wake up and bathe..feel so refresh..lol...something iz wrong wib my pic..always dun show up......haish

tired right now...coz i haben been sleeping frm yesterday 4pm until now....argh...i am like living in another time zone.....so i think i not sleeping today....ermmm coss....if i sleep i will wake up at 7pm?...dens i cannot get to sleep again....and i will be late for tommorrow's training...=.=...btw...i stayed up whole night doing webby....a new wan...i start from scratch!...

at last!..i cannot tahan....i changed the song...budden veri short...BUD! nice....lol...guess guess iz wad...lol....add some blinkies by the way....

*laMEr yIngyIng wAiting foR midNigHt sO tt shE coUld gO n dL riNgtoNe..*

yeah~...i edit my webby a bit lerx....now got the dreamer thingy..so cute..lol....same as me lah...like to dream...hehex....anyway i juz heard wan song....itx called bEcAuse i aM a gIrl...deni heard...so nice.....like beri sad liddat.....dEn mAkeS mE wAnna cRy....dEns i gO finD thE sOng...itx sing by kiss....i think a band or smth.....dens itx a sad song...dens i watch the mtv...omg..so touching although onli 8 mins budden it tells the whole story...*cRiEd*..
itx about a girl tt works in the hair salon dens dey meet on the road itx was love at first sight the guy was a photographer...dens dey meet again at the hair salon while the girl volunteered to help the guy to wash his hair....so after dey get together...dey take pictures dens one day dey take dens the film not enuff so the girl volunteered to take...budden she knock into some liquid for developing the pictures and tt burned her eyes so the guy was veri angry and left....after the girl did an operation to put something in her eyes tt some1 donate dens she found out tt the guy left her...she was upset until on day coincidentally dey meet at the race track...the guy was blind....the guy left her because he was afraid of letting her see tt he iz blind....quite touching....
anyway i post lyrics here...btw itx translated wan...coz the song iz in korean.......
pS::itx a must see okay!.....go n see arh!!!!

Because I'm a Girl - Kiss(translation)
I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

You should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[narration] by da girl
Today we broke up, to be more happy,
to find someone better than you,
your just like all the other men.
When you told me you loved me.
Truly I hate that your gonna live a good life.
Meet another girl prettier than me,
what if you live happily ever after?
What if you really forget me?
I try so hard and Im so tired.
I still love you.

Don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
U didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
Although i will curse you i'll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

The guy in the end of the MTV says:
There´s someone I´m in love with
Although I can´t be with her now
I´m still in love with her

today's training sux.....i cannot spike the balls and i cannot recieve well..anyway i not feeling quite good the day bfore...=.=....i did not reply to xinni sms and blahx..getting angry over small things i gues...maybe i fergot.......=.=...i was hoping not to sit the same bus budden so sad....both sit the same bus no.....blahx....btw hope tt sin yee's legs will heal soon....x.x....

now changing the way i type ler...

)))*uR.uNfoRgEttabLe*(((

yuCksss....canot go into gunbound and i missed iron ladies last night!!!!!!ah!!!!!!!!!! whY!!......argh...i should have wait later to watch love patzzi...haiSh~~~~

yikEs my cOm goIng cRazY...aRgh...anD i cAn't plAy guNbOUnd...coZ dEY cHecKing sOMEthINg...nEed AnothEr 30 mins oR sO...i thINk...dENs nO tV to wAtcH noW iz NeWs tiME...yIKes...=.=...

yaY!! wAtCh fiNISh loVe pAtzZi....bUDdEn sHo sHort...onLi 10 seRiEs...=(...aHH nvM....sO tOuching sO niCeeeee dEn tt gUy sO sHuAi...lolx....

yeAH...i wAtch uNTil 7 dISc...buDden gOT pRob..=.=.....sO nOW bLogIng hEre...wAH lAu eh..coZ i wAtCh 6 dIsC dEN i cRy lIKE sIAo....7 dISc aLsO...eeYErrrrr...lAter tML i NO dOubLe eYe lId.....*sHoo tOuChIng*

+jUz hOpinG tHaT sOmetHinG wOulD hAppEn+

hMm...toDay tRaIniNg wAs oKay lAhx...anDDdddddddd...oUr vbALL jErSy iz pInk aND whiTe...yEaH~~~wE wUN b cAllEd pIkAcHU agAin...hEhex....nOw i THink oUR jErSy wiLL bE nICer tHAn tT sT. hIldAs wAn...iF thE pINk iz tHOsE bAby pInk lAH...

yEAh~i BoUght lOve pAtZzi...yeAH...gOnnA wAtCh ITx....i ThiNk mOSt pRoBAblY thRouGH thiS coM!...coZ~~~ mY iDIotiCCCC AUnt uSing thE oFFIcE...dEN i cANnot gO iN...latEr sHE dErE cOmpLAin tO mY mOM i dIE...Tt idERtt....sHE hOR...nEvEr paY rENT aLL thEse..yUCk..I gO chEck heAtEr...sEe iF sHE goT oN anOT.....iDIot lAh..nOT bAthiNG dEN stiLL On!!! thINk shE iz WaD...stiLL faCe tHick tHIck hOR....cOME hEre sTAy...hoR.....iDIot...dEN gO bUy gRocErieS hOr...gO bUY thE thINgs aLL sO yUCky!...anD i sUSpeCt tT sHE gOT tAke thE lEft oVer moNey foR hErsElf!!!!!!!!!!!yiKEs...aiYA cONtiNue~~~~hEhe...i aLso cANnot wAtcH iN mY Rm...cOZzz..lolx...mY Cd sTUCk in thE vcD pLAyer...lol....dEns mY dAd hE hAben dO anYtHIng to it yEt...latEr dEns i rEmINd hiM~~~

dEns i jUZ fINish bURniNg cDs....yIKEs...chEe yEn gOT bURneR aLSo cALL mE hELp hEr buRn....sHE goOd....nVm...i gOT bURn eXtRa muSic foR viCtoRIa....*winK*wINk*

..........gOnnA wATCh loVe pAtZzi..........

YOzz...jUZ wAke uP.....lol...abOut 14 hRs of sLeep...

i fergot tO uPdAte yeSterDay...lolx...i thinK i bUzy pLayINg gUNboUnd..lolx...yEsTErdAy we JOgGinG hoR dEn sIN yEe fAll doWn lEhx...dEn vEri jIA lAt...rEd rEd wAN thE woUNds...sOMmoorE bEri bIg...fIrsT tIME sEe hEr cRy..sOMmooRe iz HEr bIrthdAy lEhx....=.=....pOOor hEr.....dEnx dURinG tRaiNIng hOR tiZ sHeng cHUn..dUnno iz lIddAt sPell aNOtx...cOZ mE anD dEsirEe nEvEr tAke thE bAll...dEn wE bluR blUr sTAnd dEre loOk aT eAch oTheR...dEN sHEng cHUn hE gO siNG **nI kAn wO wO kAN ni nI kAn wo......* cHINeSe soNG....dEn hIS boDy sHAkE wiB thE sOng...lolx....vEri fUNny...dENs siN yEe toLD ME tT sI lINg sAy dURing tRainINg eRmmm dAniEl Xu gO lOOk aT hEr...yUCK! wHO wAnnA lOOk...=.=....shE thINk sHe bEri chIo mEhx....sOmmoRe aLoT oF pPl dUn likE HEr...cOZ shE tWo tiMEr.....yiKEs~~....aiYEr...iF i wEre sIN yEe i wIll sCold hEr wAn...mAYbE dAniEl xU gO lOOk aT thE biG bIG mOle oN HEr fAce...lol....

-dReAmed OF eNErgY....a bAd drEam...dReAm oF bEing a eLF oR fAiry...cAn fLy sOmmorE...lol....dReAm OF mOM aND dAd...-